Monday, November 10, 2008
@8:39 AM
this is really ironic but its true.
"the person you love most, hurts you the most"
yup, i've been through it, and still recovering from it. im not sure if im being overly sensitive but things seem to be different after the incident. the friendster status becomes "single" and he totally removed the "my love" photo album. In addition, the "so in love with that ballet dancer" on his msn nick was deleted and never replaced despite obvious hints.
i dont care whether you think im just being paranoid or overly sensitive, the fact is that it was changed, deliberately. and he somehow doesnt want to replace it. if you were me, afer countless of obvious hints, and he gets it but pretends to be oblivious about it. wont you be hurt? the feeling is similar to that of a im not trying to difficult. those phrases may be just words to you, but to me, it brings joy and a sense of comfort to know that i have someone special. honestly i was really upset when i realized it had been changed... i never thought he would do such a thing.. never once...
so right now, when i visit these sites a sad expression would be pasted over my happy face. oh well.. this just hurts so much...
i wish he cared more than he think he did.
it got me upset,
and i wanted to take revenge
i wanted you to be in my shoes
to know how it all really feels.
but no i wont do that,
cos im not that bad.
in fact i wont do anything
whats the point?
you wont react,
it just seems
like you care, just less.
all the tears of every night
is enough to flood the rivers and ponds.
all the tears ive shed for you
why wont you understand what ive been through?
i am paranoid
i am weird
but everyone has their opinions you should hear
not turn away or give a deaf ear
this goes out to those who hurt,
hang in there
as comfort will appear.
