Thursday, November 01, 2007
@10:08 AM
finally! im updating my blog.
i only decided to update it becos i cudnt slp and had nth else to do.
oh wells, it was a pretty down day for me.. at WORK only. damn.
it wasnt like that at all in the past.however, when the new supervisor came,everything seemed so messed up,confusing and simply annoying! no wonder i get mood swings so frequently these days.
there were so many unnecessary changes,from the time tables to the hygiene practices and even the FOOD has to be taken care of by her. -_-i didnt want to care much about it atfirst and just go with the flow, but somehow her attitude simply puts me off.
she was barely with us for a week or two and yet the way she acted around was as if shes been in this place for a very long time and she knows EVERYTHING about the centre, from handling the kids whom she barely know of, to the minor problems with the damn heater in the toilet which gets mood swings every now and then.
im being realistic as to overlook her "i -know -the -whole -world's- problems" sort of attitude cos i know no ones perfect and maybe its her STYLE(bossing around) of interacting with the people around. i seriously dont care.
however, the final straw came when she demanded that i stayed on for a bloody meeting which was the next day.if she informed me earlier i would have attended, but it was too last minute and i had already made plans. it wont be fair for me to sacrifice my other activities which i have planned way before time. so i told her right in the face that it was rushing and i had already made other plans. she gave a look and said, "but i told you some time ago." i immediately shot back at her saying, "you only told me yesterday." she paused, speechless and pissed off.
the next day, my colleague told me what happened during the meeting. i wasnt exactly surprised to hear that the petty cow was backstabbing me, and most of the time was basically talking about me. fuck. how childish can she get?! seriously.
shes bloody married already, mind you.
while the children were practising their dance steps for the concert, she called me into the office and gave me a good long lecture, adding a few drops of insult along the way.
i didnt exactly remember what she said cos all i heard was mostly, "blahblahblahblahblah, i want to see this done in this way...blahblahblahblahblah."
not that i was trying to be rude but i was thinking, if she was unable to handle the N2 kids, what right does she have to remark about how i handle the K1and2s? im taking care of 2 classes.. hello?! whos more stressed out here?! the kids listen to me when i speak, what bloody class management is she talking about? she knows it herself that the k1s and 2s are a very noisy lot, therefore i have no choice but to raise my voice so that all could hear me. do you think i wanna shout/scream my lungs out and then fall terribly ill? i must be insane if i wished for that!
ever since she joined us, shes been acting like the evil stepmother in cinderella, making our lives so difficult. she is so getting on my nerves already.
if it gets over the limit, dont blame me for turning nasty cos im capable of that. your bossy acts and venomous remarks brings you no where. MOST of us know what kind of person u are already, it wont be long for the superiors to get the information as well.
you better watch your back, cos you wont know when trouble comes knocking on ur front door.
*never offend anyone, esp if you hardly know them on the inside ,cos you never know what some people are capable of doing.
