Monday, October 20, 2008
@8:15 AM
ahh i just did my nails. =)
today was a long day, i had so much to do and so little time.
but, atleast i did make time to meet my baby. =)
today was our anniversary! hehe he bought me a tub of chunky monkeys from Ben and jerrys haha.. so happy!!! i love treats from junbin! they are always my favourite!
i collected my new dress too! gorgeous! =D so gonna wear them out with junbin. =)
ahh im too tired..
im gonna hit the sack now.
toodles!
Monday, October 13, 2008
@8:01 AM
haha i woke up early today feeling really TIRED... not enough sleep last night because i was busy shopping online and talking to junbin. =P
today was just fine...yeah bought more clothes, transferred more... (so troublesome to transfer at the ATM, feel like slapping myself for discarding my ibanking particulars.-_-")
i think i spent close to $200+++ on clothes only..
if i include other accessories(bags etc..) it would be.. close to a thousand...
this means i overspent!!! oh my god, shopping always leads to overspending and overspending always lead to disaster! =/i better stop...STOP shopping CLAIRE!! (yeah hopefully.) asking a shopaholic to stop shopping? its like asking me to kill myself.
my burberry tote is arriving!! haha
so are the clothes i ordered!! so happy! =)
oh yes, junbin boy came to my place for dinner. and he was an idiot! he deliberately threw my precious pillow on the floor 5 times?! the floor is full of dust(duh~) and then the dust will be all over my pillowcase! HMPH!
and then we fought, haha it was fun.. that little boy just wont give in to me! but i wont give up! After much struggling from him, he finally waved the white flag! HA!
hes so cute =)
ahh too tired, thats all for now.. toodles!
Saturday, October 11, 2008
@6:50 AM
its SATURDAY! Nevertheless, a busy one. but mr tui and i still tried our best to make time for each other despite how tired we were. oh i love him to bits!=)
i went to Plaza Singapura to meet him at 6 30pm. i was early so i shopped around..
i popped into SASA and bought a nail glue, it is used to put fake nails. =)
then i walk and walk and nothing caught my eye. =(
i walked further and further and THERE! i saw TIMES bookstore. so relieved, to see a shop which sells books in a fashion mall. i spent like god knows how long at the store, browsing through different books on children with special needs and i couldnt make up my mind which to choose. after much decision making, i decided to get " boost your child's confidence" by Lucy Morgans and Steve Hemsley. =) this book contains approximately 52 brilliant drama techniques to help your child shine. =)
i read quite a bit of the book already and i feel that its rather useful to teachers, especially those working in childcares because we spend more time with the kids than their parents. so we tend to understand the child more and therefore this books provides various techniques to help a child gains his/her confidence.. if method 1 doesnt work, theres always another method and so on. most importantly, we shouldnt give up on the child. Theres a saying,"our future is in the childs hands, they will be the leaders of tomorrow." can you imagine what it would be like if majority of our kids become so emotionally affected by their childhood and their confidence is totally wrecked apart, the world will just collapse. =/ scary......
we should treat our kids better! BUT when theres a need to discipline, we must do so! =)
enough about kids, im going off track. anyway, we had dinner at Carls JR. managed to get a table amongst the hustle and bustle of the fast food restaurant.
after dinner, i needed to get shoes, so we went to charles and keith but i didnt like any. What a waste of time. then we took at escalator up to crocs and mr tui reminded me of some gay who used to view him repeatedly. that made my blood boil, just the word "GAYs" makes me wanna smash some faces and kick some butts. argh i REALLY DETEST and TOTALLY dont SUPPORT GAYS being OUT in the open!(would u like your child to see men kissing and caressing each other out in the open? well ive seen that.and these gays just dont care.) argh... why would a normal-built man wanna be gay? are they desperately looking for attention or sth? or are they too horny that the females are just not enough to satisfy their goreng pisangs? and i simply hate it when gays ogle at mr tui when im STANDING right beside him, i would show no mercy and STARE BACK with vicious eyes, waiting to take action if they go over the limit. DAMN YOU GAYS! you are disgusting! Atleast have some form of self control. if you wanna be gay, thats fine but dont go round displaying your affection(kissing) for each other in public. it is morally incorrect. argh.
anyway, there was nth interesting at crocs so we decided to head home, quite exhausted after a long day and im glad to be home safe and sound. =)
i shall not let the thought of gays spoil my day.
[whatever that is written in this blog has no intention of insulting any particular person. it is purely the opinion of the blogger and its HER blog. thanks]
Friday, October 10, 2008
@4:46 PM
friday was the happiest day of the week.after waiting for so long, i finally got to meet mr tui! =)we were both so busy with our schedules for the past week. Mr tui met me at my place. then we went to westmall. had pasta for dinner and then we walked around for a bit. mr tui kept reminding me that its no good to sit down after meals blah blah blah.... but i dont sit... i LIE down! =) afte lunch is my nap time before i go work again. hahhahah =X
we visited quite a number of shops with i hadnt the time to go for a long time.
ahhh. just too tired to blog further..
Goods awaiting arrival.
1)burberry tote [ so EAGERLY waiting!]
2)Satin kimono cocktail dress [going to wear this to the ballet performance]
3)Another satin dress [felicia's wedding? maybe]
4)Blazer in black [so excited for this!]
i need to get:
1) more shoes
2) a decent watch(DKNY/CK etc)
i want to get:
1) the MAXI dress( but i dont wear it) [ waste money arh!]
2) Long champ tote(LARGE with long handle)[dion said it looks like raincoat/umbrella material] -_- well the colour that i want is out of stock.so i got more time to decide. =)
HAPPY DAY! happy happy everyday! =)
loves mr tui.
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
@11:15 AM
i feel so happy, i just treat myself to another burberry bag! =)
i deserve it after all that hard work!
haha im feeling contented and pleased with myself. =)
work harder claire!!! =)
Saturday, October 04, 2008
@7:43 AM
at 1:46pm ,the door bell rang. There stood a man most probably in his 50s. not very tall, lean and dark as if he has worked under the sun all his life. his hair was covered in shades of grey turning to white. that man greet me with a smile and handed me my Burberry paperbag, the one and only item i have been waiting for the past 4 days. i was so excited and almost wanted to leapt into a margaritta but i kept my cool. i thanked him politely and calmly closed the door behind me.
grabbing my paperbag, i dashed to my room in excitement, my heart was thumping so hard that it felt as if it was gonna beat out of me. i carefully opened the paperbag and took out my longwaited(although it was just 4 days, it seemed like forever) burberry still bundled in a another bag. very slowly and steadily, i pulled the ribbons loose and opened the dust bag.
YAYYY!!!! i have finally got the bag i have always wanted and had it delivered to my doorstep. =) what a feeling i cant explain! thrilled by the moment which has just begun, i am sure that im going to have a lot of FUN! =D
the bag looked exactly similar to the one in the picture only that the bag has a bigger base in real life which doesnt matter at all!
i couldnt wait to carry my new bag and coincidentally had to chance to when mom and dad decided to drive to the airport for lunch. Everythings going well!!
At the airport,being in such high spirits, i gave mom and dad a treat at popeyes.
after lunch, we walked around and i shopped a little at candy empire where i bought some sweet treats for my brothers, my friend and myself. =) Secret Recipe was just across Candy Empire, so we decided to have some tea there. i ordered my favourite hot cappucinno and dad ordered latte. Mom had ice chocolate which was filled mostly with ICE rather than chocolate, as well as tiramisu, her favourite cake.
we all had fun chit chatting for the FIRST time in a long while. and i glad we didnt quarrel at all. haha =)
it was sure a tiring day, but atleast i enjoyed myself with my new bag.=)
i am so going to get a wallet to match my bag before november! =D
hmm, maybe i will get another bag too! haha
save money time!!!
nights!
graduating on 13th december'08
its a pity you cant come as i was hoping that you will be there.
i guess there is nothing i can do anyway so i'll just move on and roll back my tears when the day comes....
disappointed i am
but what choice do i have?
things didnt happened right
although i still wished they would have might.
nvm...
Friday, October 03, 2008
@9:32 AM
so many things happened this week.
it was downright exhausting. running all over the place, being busy all the time and there was hardly any time for a breather!
and my great grandma passed away on thursday. i can vividly remember all the hustle and bustle my parents went through to locate her when she was moved to a home and no kind souls(what family huh.) would tell us. fucktards. it was a tremendous miracle when they finally found her staying in a home up in a hill,cut away from the outside world.
the home she was living was small but filled with many old folks, partially dilapitated, paints were peeling of the walls and fungi grew on them like there was no tomorrow. window grills were rusty and the tiles covered with black snow, revealing my footprints as i walked on them.
the home look so uninviting that i wanted to turn around and walk away, but i couldnt do that.
"lao ma" or so we called her, was sitting in the hall, playing games with the other old folks. after a year or two, she had grown so much older than i had expected. she was no longer plum and strong and she needed a wheelchair to move around. she lost so much weight that it made her look so haggard and worn out from life. i could see additional wrinkles on her face when she smiled........it broke my heart...
but atleast, i said to myself that she is happy and away from abuse from ungrateful violent step son. already past 50s i suppose and still hadnt got any clue about forgiveness. not as if lao ma did any wrong to him anyway(i think).
just before she died, she was in coma for 19 days. i guess those 19 days were "mental preparation" for lao ma on her own death. she died on dads birthday and also Saint Michael's Day. how memorable.
i dont think i will ever forget this day.
good bye.
