Tuesday, September 30, 2008
@5:53 PM
you always break your promises
u never seem to keep them
you dont even care how much it hurts
you only treat me nice when i could treat you gifts.
when im down, u cast me aside, you ignore me no matter how hard i try to stand out.
19 years......ive been tolerating your mean remarks.
everyone wants to stay being a kid but i just cant wait to grow up and leave this wrecked home of yours for i know that i will be a like a bird who has been freed after many long years of being locked up in a cage.
im working now. im glad i have as i dont have to depend on your stinking money. and your rotting mouth telling me i owe you when i grow up.
bear this in mind that that when i have settled down and stabilised, i will pay you what i owe you and THATS IT.
dont expect me to keep my promise for anything else cos u did the same to me..
i hate you.. i always will.
cold cold world
im alone even though surrounded by many people
i trust no one.
not even you.
