Friday, June 27, 2008
@10:34 AM
today was a horrible day to begin with.
in the morning, the bus i was on broke down.
i waited 15 mins which took like forever under the scorching sun, threatening to hurt my skin and damage its tone,just for the next bus. when i got on the bus, it was already almost full despite the fact that it was only the start of the bus's journey. i managed to get a seat right at the back of the bus. i thought i was lucky at first, but soon i realized that no one wanted that seat because it was too bumpy! -_- therefore, my journey to school was a long and bumpy one. =/
throughout the journey i was feeling pretty dizzy and nauseous(thanks to the bumpy rides). my head felt light and my mind seemed to be all over the place. i simply could not stay focus on any thing. my both hands began to feel numb and i was having cold sweat. My heart tightened and i was having difficulty breathing. i was literally gasping for air in the packed-like-can-sardine bus. i knew something was wrong but i didnt know what to do! the bus was so crowded, i couldnt stand up from my bumpy seat(not like i had the energy to anyway.). all i did was bent over and closed my eyes for awhile. it did made me feel better.
after i got off the bus, i was feeling really worried. unsure about when such attacks will happen again. =/
i really hate to take buses especially when they are crowded.or any enclosed place..it freaks me out. i dont know why, but it just does.
After school, i went home by bus again( not as if i have a choice). i was lucky the bus wasnt crowded at all.
After,resting at home for a while, off i went to work! travelling from one place to another. i only ended work at 9 30pm. unfortunately for today, i had to come home myself =(
ahhh im too exhausted physically and mentally to write further. hopefully tomorrow will be a MUCH better day! =)
