Tuesday, December 02, 2008
@7:11 PM
so many upcoming events! =)
really looking forward to all of them!
oh my my favourite time of the year... CHRISTMAS!! =)
too lazy to type further....
Thursday, November 27, 2008
@8:00 AM
how peacful it is to sit in a park.
early in the morning,
with no one around
just all by yourself
hearing the voices of nature
tingling in your ear
how peaceful would it be,
to sit alone on the beach
no one around to disturb me
starry nights are a bonus
to such a romantic peacful night
all i need is peace
inner peace..
outer peace
all the peace,
please give it to me.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
@8:39 AM
today was a long day, but i sure had a lot fun.
morning was class which ended in the afternoon. the presentation of the script went pretty well. the hilarious part was, i actually popped a RICOLA candy into my mouth, not knowing that we were next, so throughout the whole presentation, i was shifting my sweet from side to side of my mouth.. thank goodness, no one said anything although i knew they saw. haha
in the evening, i went to pick up my "CHANEL" handbag. it was gorgeous. just love it!
then i went to find junbin at his place. he wasnt home yet so i had a little "chit chat" session with his mom. =)
my smiley baby reached home at 6:15pm! =D after a long gruelling week, i manage to see my baby. so happy!
we went to some dim sum place at bendemeer for dinner.. yum yum!
i ate so much for the first time in weeks! =D
on the way home, we were talking about fussy cab drivers etc... haha hilarious replies!
i had fun. =)
Friday, November 14, 2008
@7:17 AM
school just started and i hadnt got the time to blog since.
oh well, it has definitely been a REALLY busy week.
haha im lucky for not finding a job at the childcare, it will all be too stressful for me.
yup, so much journals to write. and assignments and more ...
tomorrow, we are going to do a script. its about "feelings". we are portraying a childs day or something.. and the feelings inside.. bet its gonna be interesting! haha
alright im too tired.. tmrs gonna be another busy bee day! hah
toodles!
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
@7:29 PM
im going for my photoshoot session at 12 30pm. its for some advertorial purpose. yeah. this is going to be so so exciting! (although its not my first time at it.) haha i just cant wait, to get it over and done with and see my face on posters and newsletters and brochures and newspapers etc. yeah i hope so.. =/ im not exactly sure what they are going to use the photos for but its definitely to promote the school.haha RTRC rocks! they have given so much opportunity ever since i came in last year. i am really grateful.with the guidance of the teachers and the way lessons are taught, which includes presentations, i am able to stay more focus during lessons and be confident when i speak. =) i feel more confident as a teacher now..
thank you again RTRC. =)
Monday, November 10, 2008
@6:40 PM
"come with me to neverland
forget the sad days
that we ever had.
tinkerbell is there,
flying high up in the air.
oh wont it be nice to be like her?
swishing through the snow flakes,
and over the mega lakes.
so happy,
so carefree
about the world."
too bad im not interested.
all i want now is
everything to stay the same
never to change one single thing
or else i may feel a nasty pinch.
bruising my heart so painful it seems
now that all seems bleak,
i just hope without a leak,
that one fine day
wil be us in happy way.
@8:39 AM
this is really ironic but its true.
"the person you love most, hurts you the most"
yup, i've been through it, and still recovering from it. im not sure if im being overly sensitive but things seem to be different after the incident. the friendster status becomes "single" and he totally removed the "my love" photo album. In addition, the "so in love with that ballet dancer" on his msn nick was deleted and never replaced despite obvious hints.
i dont care whether you think im just being paranoid or overly sensitive, the fact is that it was changed, deliberately. and he somehow doesnt want to replace it. if you were me, afer countless of obvious hints, and he gets it but pretends to be oblivious about it. wont you be hurt? the feeling is similar to that of a im not trying to difficult. those phrases may be just words to you, but to me, it brings joy and a sense of comfort to know that i have someone special. honestly i was really upset when i realized it had been changed... i never thought he would do such a thing.. never once...
so right now, when i visit these sites a sad expression would be pasted over my happy face. oh well.. this just hurts so much...
i wish he cared more than he think he did.
it got me upset,
and i wanted to take revenge
i wanted you to be in my shoes
to know how it all really feels.
but no i wont do that,
cos im not that bad.
in fact i wont do anything
whats the point?
you wont react,
it just seems
like you care, just less.
all the tears of every night
is enough to flood the rivers and ponds.
all the tears ive shed for you
why wont you understand what ive been through?
i am paranoid
i am weird
but everyone has their opinions you should hear
not turn away or give a deaf ear
this goes out to those who hurt,
hang in there
as comfort will appear.
Sunday, November 09, 2008
@6:22 PM
im slowly getting used to all these pain.
its no big deal.
